Tonight I was reminded (again) that words alone aren't always enough. Most times, they need to be accompanied by actions! Just saying I'm sorry can be easy - backing it up with actions, that's harder.
I had a time (words/actions - it was ugly) with a loved one that I should not have had. I know better. It was wrong. I should have taken a higher road.
It's so stinking hard to look at my own 'ugly' and then once I've see it, to know how to deal with it. "I'm sorry" helped - but my following actions (or lack thereof) spoke louder than any words I said.
Thank you that I can continually learn and grow. Thank you that I can ask for wisdom from you. And God, please help me recognize wisdom when I feel/see/hear it.
It's so stinking hard to look at my own 'ugly' and then once I've see it, to know how to deal with it. "I'm sorry" helped - but my following actions (or lack thereof) spoke louder than any words I said.
Thank you that I can continually learn and grow. Thank you that I can ask for wisdom from you. And God, please help me recognize wisdom when I feel/see/hear it.


